...to snap my fingers and be skinny.
...to eat whatever I want and not have to worry about gaining.
...to look in the mirror and really love what I see.
I know that losing and maintaining a healthy weight is hard work and it's a life time change. But there are times I wish it just wasn't SO hard. I want to indulge. I want to imbibe. And not pay for it later. "A moment on the lips, a lifetime on the hips" and all that jazz.
Traveling, being off your "normal" schedule, stress, work. All things that can work against you - if you aren't careful. I have been watching the scale go up and down and up and down for over 6 months. I am beginning to feel that they only way I am going to get these last 10 pounds off is to eat the same exact thing every single day and not cheat a single bit and drown myself in water. Anything to reach my goal.
I honestly thought it was going to be easy. I mean, all the way up to this point, it was. Weight was just dropping off. Now, I am stalled. Yo-yo-ing. I just want to reach goal. Then, I can stay there. Ugh!!!! So frustrating!!!!!