If it weren't for that darn BMI (body mass index), I would probably be happy where I am, weight-wise. I think mostly because the last stretch IS KILLING ME. I'm like "ok, I get it! I can maintain at this weight so I'll just stay here." But let's face it I'm too stubborn to stop now. I am so close to being within the healthy weight range. I can't quit now.
I had to laugh at myself this weekend when I was making my 3rd (yes 3rd) s'more. There was no way I would've even THOUGHT about eating that a year ago! I am way too relaxed now. I have 10 pounds to lose and I'm stuffing down melted marshmallows and melted chocolate like it was my job.
So what do I need to do? Well, I have to get my head back in the game. And hopefully the rest of me will follow. As a start, I did 30 minutes on the elliptical (for the first time in over 2 weeks) today when we got home from camping. I will be doing my very best to get 10,000 steps every day. I will HONESTLY track. Or I will track honestly. I will make better choices. I will motivate myself by reading WW Connect and my magazines. I have to try to find the me I was a year ago. But maybe a little less crazy. Not sure if that's possible. Guess we will see.