It's the moment you find that perfect shirt, the one you have been looking high and low for - there it is. 4 of them. All. Size. Small. You're crushed. What's a girl to do? Well, if you are me, you try it on anyway. And guess what - IT FIT. So, I bought it.
It's that moment when I am like, um okay. This is why I continue on my journey. Never mind that I feel better and am much healthier. I AM WEARING A SIZE SMALL SHIRT.
Yea, I have told everyone in the office that I'm wearing a small. Because I am damn proud.
I have been beating myself up because I have gotten off track. I know I shouldn't but it's hard. Life happens, I know. But so far, this has come so easy for me. And so many people are proud of me (including myself), I am scared to disappoint. Sometimes it's just a lot of pressure to succeed. And when I stumble, I feel let down.
So what have I changed? Well, for one thing, I am exercising again. I didn't realize how much I missed it until I started again. And, I'm trying super hard not to cheat. I am re-committing myself to getting 10,000 steps a day.
I will get there. This I know. I have picked myself up (again) and brushed myself off (again) and gotten back on track (AGAIN).
One thing I have proven myself is that I am a winner. I am winning. When I cross that line, I will know that I earned it. And that I deserve it.